You are stunning . You deserve the best and nobody can tell you otherwise . Even though you are have only lived 16 amazing years you are wise and stronger than anyone . Your ability to keep on going is wonderful . However, there is someone in your life you let go and that was a mistake. Even though your can’t make up your mind sometimes this is one situation you need to take the lead and change the outcome. Even though this person may not be your soulmate or your husband, right now hes your everything and you want to be his everything . Go out and seek him , do not fear rejection , and realize that your actions can only make you a better person . I love you and him . Go out and make yourself proud and prove to him that you all can grow , even through it all .